Why?
Why do I feel this way?
Why is it that for so long I've felt this way
Yet it only hurts now?

Why must I suffer like this?
I love you so much...
But yet...I can't tell you
I can't, I can't do it

Why?
Why can't I bring myself to say it?
I love you!
Words, so easy to say when not directly to you

I want to tell you...
So badly, my heart hurts even now
But I can't, I just can't...
What will you think of me if I do?

Will you be afraid?
Will I never see you again?
I don't want to lose you again, my friend
My dear, sweet angel...

If I were to tell you...
What would you do?
Would you hide from me for the first time?
Would you feel the same?

I can't stand it...
I'm so...
So torn...
Why?

I wish...
That I could tell you...
So much, I do
My angel...

But I can't...
I can't say it...
Everytime I try
My mouth refuses to move, my fingers won't type

Why?
Why is it so hard to tell you?!
Is it because of...
My fear?

I don't want to see you leave
Like everyone else...
We were only forcefully torn apart...
Would your feelings from long ago still be?

I don't know...
Perhaps this crying is useless...
For now, I still can't hold you...
I still can't see you, my angel

Pictures are only moments in time
But if its the only way to see you
Then so be it
At least, I'll be happy a little more

Goodnight, my angel
Though you sleep somewhere else
I'll be with you, like I was long ago
I will always love you, my angel

Even if you leave me for it
I will still love you
My angel...
My best friend...